7:31 PM @ Wednesday, March 16, 2011

Hopeless.

I should be strong. There's no going back now.
Canary seems to be happy already.
Our relationship is too broken. I can't fix this alone, and there's no response on the other side.
I should start walking.

I see no sign why I must still hope for something waaaaaaay beyond reality.


Pain is what I am feeling now. (I've been considering Valium lately.)
Seriously. This is the first time I felt so much pain. Couldn't sleep well.
Couldn't eat well. Bullshit. This pain will be my partner for a while.

Too bad I just realized this lately. Canary is not the cure. I have to fix this alone.
The love we shared before will never come back. I can do this.
Accept the fact that Canary will never come back Mikee.
 
I need to restore my old self. 
"If someone you love hurts you, cry a river, build a bridge, and get over it."

I deleted my Facebook. I deleted my account in that dating site. I am planning to change my number as well. I have to kill all stuff that would remind me of Canary.

ONE BIG FIGHT. :D