12:49 AM @ Friday, March 25, 2011

March 24 

I SURVIVED. Barely...

Living Torture. Pero kinaya. I am sure naman na naging masaya siya sa birthday celebration na yun.

This part is addressed to Canary: (Putangina kung ayaw niyo mamatay sa kakornihan wag nyo na basahin para lang talaga 'to kay Canary)
Anyway, you asked me kanina bakit hanggang ngayon hindi pa ako nakakapag move-on.

Totoo na sobrang sakit.. Lahat ng nangyari about us. Andaming random people na sumusulpot plus grabe ang pagbabago ng utak. Pero pinili kong maiwan sa ganito. Tanungin mo man ang kahit sinong tao, I am 100% sure walang makakatiis. Sa dinami-dami ng problemang napagdaanan at sakit na naramdaman ko, hindi nila makakayanan itong situation na ganito. Hanggang ngayon hindi pa rin ako bumibitiw kasi tulad nga ng sinabi ko saiyo, (at sinabi rin ni John Lloyd kay Tony HAHA) minsan lang ako nagmahal. Pagkatapos nun, hindi na natapos. :) Hindi ako kumakanta alam mo yun. Pero intindihin mo yung song na kinanta ko kanina. :) Sayang nga e hindi ko nakanta ung I'd Rather. Plano ko pa sanang kantahin yun kinulang lang sa oras.

Nasa exploration stage ka pa lang. Maniwala ka sakin. Hindi porket masmatanda ka, palaging ikaw mas may alam. Sa lahat ng sharpenings na naranasan ko, I can say na you need time to find yourself pa. Naiintindihan ko. Go, fix yourself and explore the world pa if you want.

When you realize that you had enough of what you're doing now, when you realize that at the end of the day, no matter how many admirers you have, no matter how famous you are, no matter how thick your wallet is, what matters most is that you have someone who's going to take care of you, make you feel very special, someone who's going to be with you always through thick and thin, and show you that the world is awesomely awesome despite its simplicity. So there, when you decide to live a simple, quiet life, my arms are open. :) I still and will continue to love you.