PS. This post is a draft only. -_-
For the past few weeks, DRAMA and SELF-PITY became the center of everything. I've been too preoccupied screening and searching for that special someone to the point that being in a relationship feels like a necessity already.
Being in a relationship entails having "kilig" moments, having someone you can talk to most of the time, having company and all that cheesy shits. It feels good, yes. But being single isn't as bad as it seemed.
I hate being alone. I hate being single. But generic as it may sound, I have my friends. I have my family. There is more to life than having a someone.
To all those people searching desperately and in pain for that someone, STOP. Seriously. You're just magnifying the solitude. Wait but wait unconsciously. I don't know exactly how to do that. But think of it this way, every day, no matter how tiring things can get, count your blessings. :) Learn to be happy by yourself first.
Imagine you're a cup that magically fills itself over time. When the right time is there and you are already over-flowing with water, thats the time you look for someone. The longer you wait, the sweeter it becomes and chances are, the stronger your future relationship will be. The greater your capacity to love, the greater your capacity to endure pain.
Never rush.
Again, theres more to life.
You can give love in many different ways. Use your friends and family as a channel. :)
You can always be really depressed but you can never be too happy.
Look at the bright side of things.
No matter how painful and sad things get, theres enough reason for us to be happy. We just have to find it, and keep it.